“”I believe! Help my lack of faith.”
Mark 9:24
This was the desperate cry of a father who brought his son
to Jesus and his disciples for healing. The boy was “possessed by a spirit that
won’t let him talk. Whenever the spirit brings on a seizure, it throws him to
the ground. Then he foams at the mouth, grinds his teeth, and becomes
exhausted.” (Mark 9:14-29) The disciples
were not able to heal the boy. When Jesus asked how long the boy has been sick,
the father responded in frustration:
“He has been this way since he was a child. The demon has
often thrown him into fire or into water to destroy him. If it’s possible for
you, put yourself in our place, and help us!”
Jesus then said to him, “As far as possibilities go,
everything is possible for the person who believes.”
In our modern medically advanced society, it is difficult
for us to appreciate this miracle of healing. From the story, the boy might
have a brain tumour that affects his speech and causing epilepsy. It would be
negligence for a doctor to send such a patient to a priest for exorcism instead
of sending him to the neurosurgeon. In our modern society we have more faith in
medicine and doctors than in God.
Recently, I saw a man with liver cancer who developed a
stroke and was paralysed in his right upper and lower limbs. He was found to
have a big blood clot in the left side of his brain. He received no surgery and
was only given rehabilitation but he recovered completely. I was reminded that
we are fearfully and wonderfully made and that it is God who heals.
Jesus came, died and rose from the dead to give us the gift
of faith to live our lives as the children of God. We not called to live a life
of blind faith but we need to be healed of our blindness to the love of God. Faith
is not a matter of the mind but of the heart. We believe with our minds but we
need faith to commit our wills and desires to God.
It is our lack of faith in God’s providential care that
keeps us from living the truly abundant life of agape love, unspeakable joy and
the peace that is beyond human understanding in the Kingdom of God. We are, to quote John Barry, walking in
circles looking for home. We do not realise that we are already home for our
home is in Christ.
We have a lack of faith when we do not have a personal relationship
with God as our Heavenly Father. God will give us the desires of our heart when
we delight in Him. John Barry noted that if we’re honest with ourselves, we don’t
really want to know what God wants. In our hearts, we’re certain that knowing
will mean uncomfortable change. For our
human nature drives us to seek pleasure and to avoid pain. We fail to see that the problems in life and suffering
can be our ladders to God’s throne of grace so that we can find strength for our
weaknesses and forgiveness for our sinfulness. It is through the power of the
Holy Spirit that we can “overcome whoever we are, wherever we have been and
whatever we will do.”
Faith is a gift of the Holy Spirit - we cannot strive to earn
or to gain faith. It is a gift that we can only receive by emptying our hearts
of our egos. Our egos seek to Edge God Out of the throne of our hearts. We need
the spirit of repentance to confess our need for God’s power of love in our
lives. As Sarah Young reminds us, faltering steps of dependence are the links
to Christ’s presence. Confessing our
needs, our failings and our weaknesses is not a reflection of our lack of
faith. It is an affirmation of our need
for God’s grace in our lives so that we can Exalt God Only with our lives.
Faith is also the fruit of the Spirit. We cannot try to get
more faith through our bible study or church worship or good works. We can only
grow in faith as we meditate on and live out the truths that God has revealed
to us through His Word and in our worship. We need the faith to see what God can do or will do as well
as our desperate need for God to fill our hearts with the resurrection power of
Christ. Only then will we be able to see our life, problems and blessings from
His perspective. Only then can we grow in faith in God’s faithfulness so that
when the storms of life strike us, we will find peace in the eye of the storm.
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